so i've finally decided that i'm done here. moving! where to; undecided.
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i have no idea what i'm doing here when i have twelve reading logs to do. wasted the whole weekend away, yet again. frankly, i can't stand being in the choir now. i just feel so disconnected, and i seem to be finding fault with everything that the comm does. how they work really pisses me off. how they treat the alumni really sucks. how they seem to reject help from the alumni sounds really stupid. i think at this point, the alumni's working so much harder than the comm in trying to settle the whole situation. yes, the comm is working, but they're not thinking far enough. all they are concerned about is how to get this concert over and done with, and not about the later generations at all. i would even go as far as to call them selfish at this point. i don't know, maybe they have some grand scheme waiting to be put into action after the concert. highly doubt it though, because after waiting for so long, everyone's reaction over the whole situation fizzles out, and then all the j1s will just be left in this sticky situation whereby they want to move out off, but they don't really know how to proceed, because they don't know anything at all. the alumni wants to help, comes up with a plan, BUT NO ONE IS WILLING TO LISTEN, AND DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. and then i expect that when the concert is over, the comm'll probably just go like 'oh we did it by ourselves what, we don't need help from other people'. okay, this is my overactive imagination at work, but this kind of is the attitude they seem to be protraying about this whole matter now. well, at least to me lah. i'm sure the comm is infallible. i heard they wanted to refuse one of the basses to sing, not because he's not part of the school, but because he goes flat at times. oh it's not matthew, (of course it isn't) i think the guy's name is linjia, but i'm not sure. anyway, i was thinking, since you want to kick those out who cannot sing, might as well just make this concert a choir comm concert. i think it'll suit you guys better. i have another thing to rant about, but i think this is all that's going to go up today. this was just a post which had to go up, because, in short, i am pissed off. 8:53 PM
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