so i've finally decided that i'm done here. moving! where to; undecided.

OMG LYE HANRUI I WANNA SEE YOU BOTAK!!

not much has been happening recently, besides the fact that mrs koh just said today that she expects an A for gp from me.

it's so sad when i never seem to be able to meet the expectations of the people around me.

when i got my 249 for PSLE in p6, my mum was like: 'but people told me that you should be able to get at least 250. but okay lah.'

during the sec3 mtp session, mr yong told my parents i should have no problems getting 12 points at least. i got 13.

how sad right? bah.

looks like i'll never be good enough, in some way.

but perhaps i should feel loved too, because people keep thinking so highly of me.

i don't expect too much out of myself actually; and this is one of the only things i don't really like about myself. i suppose that's why i'm in tpjc, because i told myself i probably won't be able to take mj's hectic life. okay arguing this way, i brought this all upon myself.

WHY DIDN'T I GO TO POLY, WHY.

and back to my point, i ask too little of myself. yet it's a good feeling to be able to keep meeting your own expectations, you'll feel really good about yourself, hah.

and then you create your own comfort zone, and never break out of it, ever.

goodness, this post has gone way off topic, kinda.

eh lye, send me a photo leh. =p
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