so i've finally decided that i'm done here. moving! where to; undecided.

oh man i'm screwed.

china's at three, but i still freaking don't know what theme three is about.

AND i'm still procrastinating. i keep telling myself this is the last paper, hah.

i expect the 2 hours or so of the paper later will be the longest two hours of my life, because i'm not going to have anything to write.

i SWEAR the teachers made this mid years damn difficult, so as to fail everyone in school. like hello, the comprehension was NOT comprehensible at all. why bother calling it COMPREHENSION, i wonder.

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sparkling grey,
through my own veins.
any more than a whisper,
any sudden movement of my heart.
and i know,
i know i'll have to watch them pass away

just get through this day

give up your way, you could be anything,
give up my way, and lose myself,
not today
that's too much guilt to pay

sickened in the sun
you dare tell me you love me
but you held me down and screamed you wanted me to die
honey you know, you know
i'd never hurt you that way

you're just so pretty in your pain

give up my way, and I could be anything
i'll make my own way
without your senseless hate
hate
hate
hate

so run,
run,
run
and hate me, if it feels good.
i can't hear your screams anymore

you lied to me
but I'm older now
and I'm not buying baby

demanding my response
don't bother breaking the door down
i found my way out

and you'll never hurt me again.


the melody is beautiful. i just which the lyrics were more coherent. lol.
12:45 PM