so i've finally decided that i'm done here. moving! where to; undecided.

with every presentation i'm forced to go through, i face the same problem.

I'M A FREAKING ALTO FOR GOODNESS SAKE.

I DO NOT DO THE HIGH-PITCHED EXCITING-LIKE THING THAT OTHER PEOPLE DO.

FAIL ME THEN, FOR NOT BEING ENGAGING ENOUGH.

DISCRIMINATE AGAINST ME THEN, FOR HAVING A LOWER PITCHED VOICE THAN EVERYONE ELSE.

SAY I'M BORING THEN, BECAUSE MY VARIATION IN TONE CAN'T BE HEARD.

grr.

9:30 PM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ktmHy2YhiNM&NR=1

cool shit. =)

feather boa's doing significantly less leads. i wonder why lol.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BorYetxoS4k&NR=1

and this weird video, only because i miss the feather boa.

8:15 PM


'Overall, I think my readers who are having OP are all fluent speaking people.'

that's so not true, henry.

wells, i'm panicking over OP now, but doing nothing to improve the situation. lol, that's just so me, isn't it.

okays, off to watch simpsons, and then stepford wives. =)

slack is i.
7:12 PM


been chionging x-family; it's darn addictive. slept at 430 last night, lol. oh well, 6 more episodes to go. probably will finish by this weekend i guess.

i need something more productive to do. after op, i expect i'll go get a job. extra cash is good. but i don't know whether i'll like working life. still, extra cash is good.

come to think of it, i had a job last year too. i went carolling, but throughout the whole holidays only made $80. lolness. hopefully i'll make more this time eh? extra cash is good, heh.

yes lah, i'm money faced.
whatever.
7:26 PM


trying to do i&r now, and i just realised how helpful kum has been in guiding us through this assignment, by throwing a single handout in our way, and sitting there, expecting a wonderful piece of work to fall onto her lap.

thank you, mrs kum, for doing absolutely nothing at all.
10:10 PM


watched 终极一家 for almost the day. see lah huiwen! you made me an addict! and serena, catch up soon!

intending to chiong i&r tonight. hopefully i'll finish by 1130, then watch criminal minds. lol.

how wonderful if the school could have a third marking day tomorrow or something.

dry run tomorrow, i don't think our group's going to do well. oh well, since it's just a dry run. plus if you've heard my views on project work recently, I DON'T REALLY CARE ANYMORE.

blah.
9:35 PM


feels like the weight of the world,
like God in heaven gave me a turn.
don't cling to me, i swear i can't fix you.
still in the dark, can you fix me?

freefall, freefall, all through life.

if you love me, then let go of me.
i won't be held down by who i used to be.
she's nothing to me.

feels like the weight of the world,
like all my screaming has gone unheard.
and oh, i know you don't believe in me.
safe in the dark, how can you see?

freefall, freefall, all through life.

if you love me, then let go of me.
i won't be held down by who i used to be.

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i just realised how beautiful this song is. yah, slow, i know.
blah.
9:55 PM


there's a pink in all of us. =)
9:47 PM


just started watching 终极一家, and it's so fricking lame! oh wells, lame shows for the bored person please. =)

i seriously can't wait to get PW over and done with. i guess the whole idea of PW sucks enough already, the pain of going through it is doubled when one gets sucky groupmates, tripled when one get sucky teachers. guess what, i got both.

think i'm gonna have to stay up the whole night, chionging OP and chinese (which i highly doubt that i'll be bothered to finish).

it's nights like this that i'm glad that i have evanescence.

300th post! woots.
9:55 PM


so weird, so out of the ordinary, but strangely makes me oh-so-happy. =)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SVUo0Fk9-0s

and jay chou does it again. =)
11:42 PM


i made promo criteria!

37.5% for econs
60% for china
60% for maths
66% for chinese

well, i don't really know whether to feel happy or sad. happy that i'm able to sing for another year, or sad that i have to put up with the frigging school for another year.

oh well, shall try talking to my mum again about switching to poly. though i doubt she'd budge now that i've met the promo criteria (provided that i'm going to get at least a 30% for literature and gp too, as well as met the 80% attendance for various subjects, such as LITERATURE and china).

and seeing that i've just touched a B for both china and maths, the overall mark is probably going to be a C instead.

BUT WHO CARES LAH, REALLY.
9:51 PM


went cycling with lijun today, and ended up tanned like mad.

but oh well, we had fun. though neither of us brought cameras. again. lol.

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kum is seriously pissing me off. submitted our last written report draft on 22th sept, and she only opened it on the 24th.

TO THIS DAY, SHE STILL HASN'T FCUKING LOOKED THROUGH IT.

she asked people to meet her on thursday to get the report, but WENT HOME BEFORE MEETING EVERYONE.

she asked the remaining groups to meet her this morning to go through the reports but DIDN'T GO TO SCHOOL HERSELF.

she dared to ask jasmine to GO TO SENGKANG TO MEET HER.

to this i say, FOR WHAT? TO GO COLLECT A REPORT FROM YOU WHICH YOU LOOKED THROUGH IN 5 MINUTES HALF-HEARTEDLY IS IT? thanks, but no thanks.

and then she fcuking asked jasmine to send the draft to her AGAIN.

goodness, the woman has no sense of shame. just because she probably forgot about her appointment with joycelyn's and our group today she asks something like 'well why didn't you meet me on thursday?'

WELL MAYBE BECAUSE YOU WENT HOME EARLY WITHOUT INFORMING US WHAT TIME YOU WANT TO SEE THE GROUPS BY.

damn irresponsible, she is.
7:57 PM


I'M FREE FROM PROMOS!!

only i dread the results. good thing it's not going to come for another five days or so. five days of bliss!
11:51 AM


i guess a part of me's just hoping that i'll flunk promos so that i'll have a much bigger chance of going to poly.

so far it's looking to be possible, because that 30% for econs may not be there, and i don't really think i'm close to scraping a pass in maths for now.

oh well, two more papers to go.

"i'm confusing as hell; i'm north and south."
"the soul behind a guise."
"what's it like to feel so free."
"far away from it all."
"i could crash and burn, but maybe at the end of this road i might catch a glimpse of me."
10:12 PM


reliving some memories. bear with me.

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korea, anyone?

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17% for social studies! betcha can't do that.

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donut in pencil. i so wanna do this again.

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nadya and then-freshly-cropped hair.

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and now tempted to grow the hair back out.

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plus change it back to right-parting. it's actually left-parting in this picture, just that it's all in mirror image. i think.

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serena and i were just talking about it this afternoon.

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ah, the good old days of maple. without a care in the world.

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and as an extra, travelling soldier! not gonna be up here long though.

zao sia-ed, but who cares. and abit soft though. lolness.
9:36 AM


i've finally found it, RAG FAIR's mcdonald's commercial! lolness.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vQSSO_omK7w&NR=1

PLUS! funny video!
http://www.veoh.com/videos/v889995JbKFcK6M

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went studying with les today. not that productive, given that we sat down for 6 hours.

but oh wells, anything would be better than staying at home.
6:41 PM