so i've finally decided that i'm done here. moving! where to; undecided.

i so regret going to school today. nothing productive was done AT ALL.

went back to temasek and stayed for less than half an hour. for what sial.

and i've finally caught secret! after goodness-knows-how-long. with pamela, totally random lol.

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I TOLD YOU IT WAS A REVIVAL OF THE OLD BLOGSKINS! and gah, the peas one didn't work. i was planning on killing all your eyes. =(
8:22 PM


IT'S REVIVAL OF THE OLD BLOGSKINS MAN!

lol, what am i even doing here.
10:20 PM


been out alot these few days.

most recently, been at serena's place playing sims.

AND LOLNESS, you won't be able to guess what we did with the TOOT family. goodness, two of the male sims have already *AHEMED*. i guess i'll never see them in the same light again.

THE FRIENDS ARE FINALLY ALL BACK! NAD'S BACK! RUIWEN'S BACK! shall all meet up. hopefully on monday i think. =))

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UGH it's seriously getting on my nerves. i shall try to be nice and keep it to myself. but still UGH. PISS OFF MAN.
11:06 PM


if you've watched MARS before (which i think is absolutely the best taiwanese drama ever), you'd know what i'm talking about.

four people with the same problem.

one chooses to succumb to it.
one chooses to fight it.
one chooses to think about it, but doesn't act.
one simply escapes.

i guess i'm the last one.

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hah henry don't worry! everyone has their tak glam moments! especially you lol.
7:36 PM


licia is in a blogging kinda mood. shall blog about school life.

revived my friendster account, was looking through those old testimonials. AND LOLNESS! kind of surprising how we all change i guess. when the whole world was going 'bEsT fRiEnDs FoReVeR!' (gosh this is such a chore to type) back then.

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well i HATED my primary school days, now that i look back at it. i have no idea what i was doing there, probably the worst period of my life (aside from now of course). i didn't know better then to complain to anyone about it, but now that i do, IT SUCKED. i never did anyhomework from the years of primary 2 to primary 6. i wonder why.

(strangely enough i can't find any lower sec pictures)

got posted to anglican, transferred to temasek.

i miss the days of lower sec for strange reasons. homework was non-existent except before morning assemblies, and all i had to do was borrow them from some guai kia and copy. most of how i spent term time has already been forgotten, but i guess that's because i was probably sleeping. but i do remember after exam period, where much of the class was into daidee, lols.







(mo, for without whom there would be no TAG.)

joined TAG! i think this was my only source of happiness back then, the one thing that kept me sane for the two years. life was so much more bearable in a sense. denise fiza henry huiwen stephen chinseng mo. gah i miss that generation of TAG. all the practices in the den, the overnight camp there when all of us were squashed together, and talks of how we could all sleep in the same room 'cause the guys were harmless'.

slacked so much in sec2 i couldn't go triple science. but not like i wanted to in the first place.

went on to the days of unity, where some of the best times were spent.



choir in sec3 was DA BOMB! well it was the first time i'd gotten gold for anything at all, and after so much hard work too. i guess this is probably how my whole addiction with choir started, like i can actually be somebody somewhere. woots i love temasek chorale. many friends met, many friends kept.








unity would never be complete for me without huiwen and nadya. the two people who were the main contribution to my laughter and smiles there! and the two that will probably never be forgotten, together with a select few, such as mong and ryan for without whom i'd never have been able to get a B3 for olevel geog.






DSAed to tpjc, perhaps the biggest decision i've made in my life so far that will probably affect my future. i grossly over-estimated myself by saying that i'll pull through two years there, no matter how hard it'll be. i'm giving up, i don't want to run this jc race anymore.
7:29 PM


met TAG!

i only have 50 out of my 80 bucks left.

and then if you take away what i have to live on for the rest of the week, i'm probably only left with 30.

WHICH IS SO DAMN LITTLE LAH! grr.

i'm supposed to be chionging work, but somehow it isn't happening. i wonder why.

secrets this thursday ah huiwen! ahh i can't wait.

spiderpig spiderpig
does whatever spiderpig does
12:23 AM


overdue entry, supposed to come on fri/sat.

went studying with huiwen at NLB on friday.

lol, the woman thinks bugis is near because she now studies at the other side of singapore. and gahh, what am i doing in the east, i should be there.

currently thinking of going to poly next year, whether or not i get promoted or retained.

accounting looks damn fun! i don't know why you're going crazy over it lah huiwen.
it's ten thousand times better than finishing SEVEN weeks worth of overdue literature tutorials for k lee. and trying to do the project work written report.

and at least if i take accounting, mummy dearest will be there to help. =)

okay, digression. went to send mr low off at the airport. half of singapore turned up, i don't know why i even bother to go seriously. just to see him one last time i guess. but not really close, so a bit no point arh.

went back, lost all concentration, couldn't study anymore. so both of us decided to go eat instead. YOSHINOYA! haha.

and then needed to go get birthday present for my bro's birthday. EH HUIWEN, YOUR EX LEH, AND YOU DUMPED ME TO GO BUY PRESENT ALONE OTHERWISE YOU WON'T BE CHAUFFEURED HOME EH. you good lah huh.

so i sadly went to toys r us alone, wandered for a very long time. finally got something, then got home. enjoyed super long break till now.

where i'm trying to finish up as much as i can.

not succeeding though, as you can see, i'm here blogging, only because i have the impulse to, and i have stooped as low as to backdate two days where the most interesting day was.

how sad, i know.

oh well. hopefully am meeting TAG on tuesday for dinner at simpang! hah, i'm a cheapo, yes. get paid, and go eat cheap stuff.

thing(s) to do when i get my 80 bucks:
BUY CORRINNE MAY'S ALBUM!
12:51 AM


I'M GOING TO BE 80 BUCKS RICHER!

from carolling last year, that is. though i didn't make as much as the rest. apparently i missed alot of performances where there were very few people. darn.

i want to go carolling again! but this time it probably wouldn't be 'all for the money', but to sing with people i miss. =(
4:02 PM


i've FINALLY caught the simpsons with joycelyn! lots of laughs, as expected.
"sequel?"

after that both of us headed to gramophone, spent close to two hours there! longer than the simpsons movie! looked at cds, hyperventilated over corrinne may's, fussed over brainless tabloid magazines, played checkers, read xiaxue's blog, watched steven lim on youtube.

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I WILL PULL THROUGH JC LIFE! serena, WE CAN DO IT!! oh well, when all else fails, we'll go hand-in-hand to poly eh? haha.
9:34 PM


elearning is such a turn-off. especially with the new system.

well i tried doing it yesterday, and i absolutely HATE how the site works. i lost count of how many freaking windows i had to open. the words on the bar were like squashed, and i got so confused with the countless number of windows.

i gave up soon after, i mean, who's surprised?
9:18 PM


what else can i do but pretend that i don't fcuking care.
9:56 PM


been listening to chris daughtry!

well actually daolin passed me the songs like last year, and i just discovered them in my comp lol.

AND I'M HOOKED!

it actually has kind of like an evanescence influence, but the lyrics make more sense. okay wait i take that back, the music's actually a little different. and less angsty.

BUT EVANESCENCE IS STILL MY LOVES!

choir practice was just okay i guess, i think the concentration's just not there. for me at least, haha. i can't keep still, guess the alto mates realised, *laughs*

studied for slightly over an hour with serena after that, but kind of unproductive in a way. only finished five and a half questions of inequalities from tys, which i thought was quite simple, so don't ask me why i took so long. i don't know. think that means i'm going to fail tomorrow's maths test. grr.

stuff to complete tonight:
eom
lit presentation
study inequalities, MI

for huiwen
chris daughtry - over you
now that it’s all said and done
i can’t believe you were the one
to build me up and tear me down
like an old abandoned house
what you said when you left
just left me cold and out of breath
i fell too far, was in way too deep
guess i let you get the best of me

well i never saw it coming
i should have started running
a long, time ago
and i never thought i’d doubt you
i’m better off without you
more than you, more than you know
i’m slowly getting closure
i guess it’s really over
i’m finally gettin’ better
now i’m picking up the pieces
from spending all of these years
putting my heart back together
‘cause the day i thought i’d never get through
i got over you

you took a hammer to these walls
dragged the memories down the hall
packed your bags and walked away
there was nothing i could say
and when you slammed the front door shut
a lot of other’s opened up
so did my eyes so i could see
that you never were the best for me

well I never saw it coming
i should have started running
a long, time ago
and i never thought i’d doubt you
i’m better off without you
more than you, more than you know
i’m slowly getting closure
i guess it’s really over
i’m finally getting’ better
now i’m picking up the pieces
from spending all of these years
putting my heart back together
‘cause the day i thought i’d never get through
i got over you

i never saw it coming
i should have started running
a long, long time ago
and i never thought i’d doubt you
i’m better off without you
and i never saw it coming
i should have started running
i’m finally getting better
now i’m picking up the pieces
from spending all of these years
putting my heart back together
and I got over you
and I got over you
and I got over you
the day i thought i’d never get through

i got over you
12:02 AM