so i've finally decided that i'm done here. moving! where to; undecided.

i guess as time goes on, the feeling of uncertainty fades as well. ahh i hope things will become clearer by the end of this week.

well just a feeble attempt to clear the air a little, the whole saga with MIMI (II) is a COMPLETE MISUNDERSTANDING. i swear man.
(who am i trying to kid, like this will convince serena and jasmine lol.)

and, YAYY! choir's tomorrow! even though i know it's only one practice and then i'll be on my own till promos are over. WHICH SUCKS.

but even though there's no choir, i know the siaocharbors in altos will still be around school! lol, serena mentioned the fact that i see her every week in class from tuesday to friday for china. well, thanks ah serena, you made my day, not. AND I AM NOT GIVING YOU LICENSE TO LAUGH AT ME!

haha, i suddenly miss my les. =) les ah, 感动吗?
9:39 PM


i guess i'm feeling alot better now. thanks for the loves my fellow altos. =)

OKAY! now that emo period's over, i should be getting back on track with my school work! or trying to, at least.

gp test today. just like any other, i expect i'm going to fail it. bahh.

anyway, late update. BLITZ got third! AMAZING feat for four people okay! woots!

yes, licia's smiling again! i hope.
7:40 PM


jc has killed me.

i don't smile like i did in the past anymore.

it all isn't worth it.
8:41 PM


it's past twelve and i'm still not done learning the songs, much less memorise it. someone save me please. =(
12:39 AM


changed my skin back to this simple, workable one.

somehow i couldn't make the blogger navbar appear in the last one, plus the frigging ugly black thingy at the side couldn't be taken down. actually i managed to, with mspaint, but then it became 2.14mb, way too large to put up on photobucket. here's it:













compare it with when the fugly thing's around:













SUCKS RIGHT! i know.

anyway, chews told me that there probably won't be any more choir practices until after promos. WHICH TOTAL SUCKS AS WELL. i don't know how i'll survive. jasmine was saying that fridays end damn early now, and i so agree with her. something seems to be missing from my weekly dose of fridays.

had an hour of mass PE for cwo today. here's the ridiculous thing: cwo happened because i was late too many times. so hilarious to see like ten thousand people gathered on the field doing jumping jacks. stupid things, i even had to buy a new set of PE clothes to do it. okay lah, partly my fault for being lazy and intending to skip it at first. =p eh but at least i went okay. but that was after i heard that if i didn't, i'll need to go back tomorrow, and on top of an hour of PE, they make us all arrange chairs.

and while we're on this topic, since the school has songfest, dancefest and climbfest, why not change cwo to be called BLISTERFEST! because i count four blisters on my feet already. gahh.

okay, off to learn my parts now for the upcoming acapella competition which i just found out days ago is NEXT THURSDAY. (how efficient lah, daolin.) and then tomorrow it's off to huiwen's place to study econs so that i won't get another 24% for promos. i need 30% to promote. argh. i HATE mary lim.

BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
11:26 PM


SERENA THE COPYCAT! CHANGE YOUR BLOG ADD LAH!

lolololol.

otherwise i go spam your blog! i have your password now! *hinthint*
7:23 PM


WOOTS!! BACK FROM THAILAND!

and a double gold it is!

i must say that it really was sweet victory, after the silver from syf. it felt really good.

trip was enjoyable thanks to many people!

my roomies shuyun violet serena
my crazy ao3er jasmine
my psychotic senior henry
my polka-dotted les leelian
AND MUMMY DEAREST FOR SPONSORING ME SHOPPING MONEY.

though shopping wasn't really that good lah. night market had nothing to be bought and yesterday they brought us to this place where stuffs were really expensive and i might as well have went shopping in singapore. well at least the air-conditioner in the shopping malls here don't suck. muahahaha.

GOLD C FOR BOTH FOLKLORE AND OPEN MIXED!
i must say that i was utterly shocked on results night. mr kwei announced gold for folklore, i cried. mr kwei announced gold for open mixed, i cried. mr kwei announced that we beat aj and mj by a tiny margin, i cried twice more. wah lao, i lost count after that how many more times i cried.

i guess this feeling is comparative to what happened at sec3 syf, where the gold was REALLY unexpected. and my it felt sweet. =)

lost sleep on the last night for stupid reasons, so quite tired now. but the last night was so not how i was expecting to turn out to be.

gahh, going to sleep now, i guess i'll blog more when i have pictures from people who have my pictures, because i didn't bring the camera. too lazy to take care of it overseas lol. =/
12:01 AM


went for sectionals after all, irritating thing(s) happened.

tortoise and gang were at the side talking their lungs out, as if each other were deaf. well, jasmine shouted at them before i had the chance to.

and guess what they were talking about?

it went something like: "oh those people who cannot pitch properly should just leave the choir and go join band or something."

like excuse me, who are you to say that who should stay or leave the choir? just because you people have the POWER in choir now does not mean that you have the RIGHT to make such condescending remarks.

and from what i heard, you all are not all that you're crapped up to be at all, i guess it's only because people RESPECT you for who you are.

so i guess it's about time for you people to RESPECT the non-comm members too. we may not have the power but we still ARE part of the choir, whether you like it or not, and whether all of us can PITCH or not.

and just because the J2s have stepped down does not mean that you don't have to show them any respect at all, and give them no face whatsoever. i guess some of them are just too nice to say this, but i know at least one person who wants to go "SHUT UP" in your face. suckers.

so yes, i do not like/appreciate the new comm, and indeed, it is
RISE OF THE INCAPABLE.
7:58 PM


MOVED!

though you might not have noticed.

and although i've moved, i (unlike huiwen, lololol) am more considerate to you people, i redirected the blog, so the old link should still work. =)

i'm nice eh? hahaha.
9:24 PM


i'm not lucky henry, i'm good.

and tanleelian, stop dwelling on it lah. cheer up les. =)

ohoh.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIMHUIWEN!


edit:

nad left today. =( will be mssing you till you come back again!


2:30 PM


"we're in the same boat;
the boat sank.
BUT i have a life jacket!
though it doesn't work."

pattaya is next thursday! i can't wait to just get away from school, and leave it all behind.
yeah, escapism works for me. =)
10:20 PM