so i've finally decided that i'm done here. moving! where to; undecided.

that's the last two papers flunked and i'm officially done for cts. hopefully i won't have to do the same thing next year.

well i just realised that pattaya is two weeks away. yah slow, i know, and i won't pon any practices till after pattaya. hahaha.

hah the tortoise knows we're calling him tortoise! i wonder where he found out? hopefully not here lol. if you ARE here matthew, GO AWAY. psht.
8:02 PM


jacob is right.

we aim for a1 in secondary school, and a pass in jc.

well, for me, for maths, at least. hoping that i'll be able to scrape a sub-pass out of it.

NO SCHOOL TOMORROW!
and i have a feeling my time won't be spent fruitfully. lol. i have no idea how to study for lit and china.
10:19 PM


horrible econs paper. i am going to get a single digit for a 50 mark paper.

how fulfilling eh?

NADYA COMES BACK TODAY! well, one thing to console myself with after such a terrible day of gp essay and econs.

well i guess the only thing left to do now is to chiong maths. i'm starting to feel that sec 4 pre-prelim period stress.
5:38 PM


i really regret taking so many arts subject now.

last year, when i still had physics and chem, i could take out my tys, dawdle on it for half a day, and call it studying.

i can't do that anymore.

=((

instead, now i'm trying so damn hard to come out with long essays. china, literature, gp econs. china and literature, i don't even know why i'm doing them.

studying with huiwen tomorrow, hoping it'll be productive. well thank goodness her exams are on the same week, because after that we can go out with nadya together! lol.
8:13 PM

You Are An ISFP

The Artist You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children.Simply put, you enjoy beauty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life.Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs. In love, you are quiet and sweet yet very passionate. You love easily.You have an underlying love for all living things, and it's easy for you to accept someone into your heart. At work, you do best in an unconventional position. You express yourself well and can work with almost anyone.You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer. How you see yourself: Sympathetic, kind, and communicative When other people don't get you, they see you as: Incompetent, insecure, and overly sensitive

You Passed 8th Grade Math

Congratulations, you got 10/10 correct!

Dark Purple

To others, you seem a bit dark, mysterious, and moody. In truth, you are just a very unique person who doesn't care what others think. And you really enjoy your offbeat interests and friends. You've decided that life is about living for yourself - simple as that.

Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP)

Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving.

12:41 AM


was going through pictures, saw this.
found it quite apt to add on.









*crushes the dastardly tortoise*
11:05 PM


"jasmine if you got so much time to practice your debating skills on the forum why dont you try being punctual for practice. thanks "

wow. how absolutely tactless, matthew.
2:03 PM


I LOVE MY ALTO MATES!

SERENA
i don't know how i'll make it past the near-torturous nov-dec choir days without you hahahaha.

9:59 PM


YESSSS!!!

LOST is finally coming back to channel 5!

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PLAY! is over. i guess it doesn't really feel over because it somehow hasn't started. okay i'm not making sense, i know.

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one more week to the start of term 3! time has indeed flown.
8:01 PM


was kind of at peace with myself after i found out why i got rejected.

however, to say that i am UTTERLY SHOCKED at who nominated me for it in the first place is an UNDERSTATEMENT.
9:32 PM


had blitz recording yesterday.

i must say it's nice to finally blend in the group. especially when singing with people you like.

was proud of the recording!

i guess all we need to do now is wait for daolin to arrange the songs for competition.

GO DAOLIN! (pun intended)
PACHELBEL!

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singing with blitz just gives me the urge to go back and visit TAG again. though i know i'm not that close at all to the current TAG. oh well, WHATEVERI'MGOINGBACK!

but when is freaking TAG camp? i want to go! anyone care to let me know when it is?
11:04 PM


rise of the incapable.

LOL.
10:46 AM


was going through some of my old archives and i saw this:

Friday, November 18, 2005

i feel so under-rated by this certain person.

i sorta thought that both of us were close and stuff, but somehow, that doesn't seem so right. as in, i'm always the one he comes to when he has no one else to go to, but never the one he thinks of when going out and all.

it's like, i'm always second rated in his life. taking in all of his shit but never getting anything back from him in return. always.

i'm not jealous at all, i just feel that it isn't right to treat me like that. it isn't right to treat anyone like that.

maybe i've been guilty of something like that before. but i don't think so. have i?

uh. dun xiang wai ok. this is just a normal friend.

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i guess i still somehow feel this way about him.
figured out who you are yet?
5:35 PM


YESSSS.

econs starts at 2pm tomorrow. is that shiok or what? okay maybe not, since it's STILL econs in the end, and it's STILL mary lim. baaaaaa.

so, choir this afternoon was cancelled, chinese was also cancelled. mdm mak gave birth. LOL!

ended up coming home to watch crunchyroll. it's been video after video after video until now, and i need to sleep.

i seriously need to get off this habit of staying up late lest i continue doing this when school reopens. i've already been late SIX FRIGGING TIMES in term 2, i'm lucky i still haven't got called for cwo. i wonder why.

missing having choir practice currently.

sighs.
1:15 AM


new skin!

whee~!
2:33 AM


significantly less links on the side already. =)

had choir today, felt a little weird because the j2 a2s weren't there to blast. =(

i need to sleep, then do my gp essay tomorrow morning.

GAHH.
12:23 AM


YESSSSS.

choir concert's finally over.

and holidays are finally here.

how sad that the first week of holidays have almost flown past without me realising it. thursday seems to come so quickly, i didn't even notice it was here. okay, friday, since it's past twelve.

i want to enjoy my holidays in peace, but it kinda seems like i won't be able to.

skipping church camp for holday classes, preparing for pattaya, mid-years which happen right after school reopens, thousands of movies to watch, millions of people to go out with (haha ok not really), and billions of chapters of great expectations to finish reading.

good thing i don't have to wake up insanely early for four whole weeks.

i have a feeling i won't enjoy this holidays like how i've enjoyed all my past holidays.

oh how i hate jc life.
12:16 AM