so i've finally decided that i'm done here. moving! where to; undecided.

woots look what i've got!














YAYY! EXTREMELY HAPPY IS I!
10:29 PM


it's so sad that my msn can't be used because of the stupid internet service which often spoils by itself. now i have to turn to using web messenger forever.

okay maybe not forever lah, just until this plan expires and my dad signs up for a new plan. in two years. WHICH IS DAMN CLOSE TO FOREVER! gahh.

time flies now when i'm in school. lessons pass so quickly, breaks pass so quickly. i can't catch up.

i so wanna be in a poly now. but oh well, too late isn't it?

choir is also taking up so much freaking time. not to mention the after-choir-reprimands. hello people, if you want the leader(s) to stop all their scolding, for goodness sake, just pay attention for once to what they're saying, follow through for the rest of the TWELVE (FREAKING) DAYS left to SYF, and we'll all go home happy people everyday.

and it so doesn't help that guitar and modern dance have both got gold with honours lah. the added stress doesn't only go to the choir, it goes so much more to the leader(s).

it is damn sian.
5:57 PM


the past two nights have been spent rushing out (useless) reading logs. i'm glad that there's finally no reading logs to do this week.

the past few weeks have been spent trying so damn hard to sing song without words II. and just in case you want to ask me how it is, DON'T.

and i just found out SAC will be singing aglepta for syf as well. and they're perofrming the same day as TMS choir. SURE DIE. *screams*

ilovesww2ilovesww2ilovesww2ilovesww2ilovesww2

yes, sww2 rocks my socks.
9:09 PM


I MADE IT THRU AUDITIONS!
8:46 PM


LAGI SCARED!

SYF AUDITIONS TOMORROW!

HOW TO SING!

YOU TELL ME LAH!
5:21 PM


everyone seems to be falling sick these days. no, correction. everyone has fallen sick already, and is on the way to recovery now.

i, on the other hand, have just begun to fall sick.
AND HELP ME, SYF AUDITIONS IS ON FRIDAY! WTHWTHWTH.

functions test tomorrow! and i have a ton of overdue homework to complete. maybe i shall just skip school. bahh.
see how.
6:16 PM


DAMN SAD AM I.

wanted to donated blood today. was so excited about it lah!

filled in forms, took blood pressure, took blood test, waited in line patiently for more than an hour.

and then when i finally got there, nurse said "cannot find your vein leh"

knnbccb %$#@!%$#@!

doctor said something like "go home and squeeze the ball so that next time your vein will be more obvious. try again in six months."

and instead of going home with the bandage on arm to remind me of the experience, all i have of it is one lousy heart shaped ball. (lol, heart shaped BALL sounds weird.)

and then choir ended super late. chionged gp essay until now. gahh.

damn sad am i.
11:04 PM


i somehow stumbled onto this person's blog.

i ddon't really know her well, or maybe i should say i don't know her at all, but she has just singlehandly made me realise the importance of having an intact family.

she's not rich, having a hard life, and she's only 18, probably coming 19.

yet looking at her i'll never tell the kind of problems she's going through. it somehow scares me as to how strong she is, and how determind she is to make it in life, never mind the obstacles placed in front of her.

i must say, i feel really ashamed.

JIAYOU GIRL! you'll always have this silent supporter behind you. =)
8:07 PM