so i've finally decided that i'm done here. moving! where to; undecided.

if the school really were on fire, everybody would die.

HELLO?! the fire alarm sounds and nobody runs?!

***

english oral yesterday. i think i kind of blew the second part of the conversation. so shoot me lah.

oh well.
10:30 AM


i'm not about to repeat the same mistake twice, so
STOP TEMPTING ME.

i'm gonna pull through.
4:37 PM


B3 for chinese!!
*cheers*

and with that, all i need for my o's are A1s for both maths, and then C5 for english, physics and combined humanities.

SLACKTIME!!

not that i want to get C5 for english physics and combined humanities, but, face it, i AM a slacker. hah.

and that A1 for maths seems kinda far too.
10:37 AM


people with a mid-year L1R5 of 39 are aiming to go to places like temasek junior college, and they're working their ass off to get in.

i, on the other hand, am slacking my days away with an L1R5 of 29 because i've already got into tampines junior college through dsa.

and that's precisely what's wrong with me.

i'm content with whatever i have. i always settle for second best.

no victoria junior college dsa, i go for tampines. i'm not willing to work for things i want. so not willing to.

and i know that this is an attitude that i've gotta change, but like it's that easy to change. i desperately need a serious wakeup call.

"wake me up inside"

***

pardon me for saying this, but the choir was very blah today. the concert had better not turn out like this.
1:42 PM


omgomgomg.

I'M SO SORRY RUIWEN!! i heard about the phone.

***

one thing bad about getting into tpjc already is that i've lost (almost) all motivation to study anymore. which is kinda bad, given my results now. bahh.

i still can't wait to graduate lah.
11:15 PM