so i've finally decided that i'm done here. moving! where to; undecided.

HELP!!!

i'm becoming a bimbo! huiwen the bimbo has kindly alerted me that:

• my specs are black and pink,
• my hair tie is purple,
• my hair clips are pink and purple,
• my watch is pink,
• and my favourite colour is purple.

HELP!!! BIMBO ALERT!

***

chinese new year hasn't even started and i've already recieved two hongbaos. HURRAY! anyway, my mum intend to dye my hair for me today, so it's
GOODBYE TO WHITE HAIR and HELLO TO BLACK HAIR.
well, for awhile, that is..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!
10:28 PM


was clicking on the many links on my blog to see which ones the owner has abandoned.

was horrified to see that sze sian's previous blog, the-daily-prophet.blogspot.com, has changed hands to a crazed harry potter fanatic, who's now using it as an updating site for harry potter ongoings.

removed most of the stagnant links.
6:59 PM


i just packed my table days ago and it's in a mess already argh.

yes, i know i've got to put my stuff back to it's place when i've finished with it, but the problem is THERE'S NO MORE PLACE TO PUT IT. i need a bigger table.

i don't like mr saravanan.
i don't like miss chua.

my tolerance level for teachers these days have become close to zero. i almost feel like screaming in their faces. mr saravanan should be barred from speaking at assembly. it's as if he has something to say everyday. something really trivial. i think he's addicted to all the attention. miss chua, on the other hand, simply irks me. i don't think i'm alone though.

there's choir practice on friday! are they mad?! it's supposed to be chinese new year celebrations! there isn't zuo wen ban either, so why is there choir? weird. and the even weirder musical songs aren't helping either.

once again, i'm declaring that
I MISS BLITZ PRACTICES.
when are we ever going to start practicing again?

sigh.
4:20 PM


CHRISTINA AGUILERA
Walk Away

I was naive, your love was like candy
Artificially sweet, I was deceived by the wrapping,
Got caught in your web and I learned how to bleed
I was prey in your bed and devoured completely

CHORUS:
And it hurts my soul
Cause I can't let go
All these walls are caving' in
I can't stop my sufferin'
I hate to show I've lost control
cause I keep goin' right back to the one thing
That I need to walk away from

I need to get away from ya ,
to walk away from ya
Get away, walk away, walk away

I should have known that I was used for amusement
Couldn't see through the smoke, it was all an illusion
Now I've been lickin' my wounds
But the venom seeps deeper
We both can seduce But darlin' you hold me prisoner

CHORUS 2:
Oh I'm about to break
I can't stop this ache
I'm addicted to your allure,
and I'm fiendin' for a cure
Every step I take leads to one mistake,
I keep goin' right back to the one thing
That I need to walk away from
I'm about to break and can't stop this ache,
getting nothing in return
What did I do to deserve
The pain of this slow burn
And everywhere I turn
I keep goin' right back to the one thing that I need
To walk away from

I need to get away from ya,
Need to walk away from ya,
Get away, walk away, walk away

Every time I try to grasp for air,
I am smothered in despair
It's never over, over
Seems I'll never wake from this nightmare
I let out a silent prayer
Let it be over, over
Inside I'm screaming
Begging, pleading no more

Now what to do my heart has been bruised,
So sad but it's true
Each beat reminds me of you

OUT CHORUS:
It hurts my soul cause I can't let go
All these walls are cavin' in
I can't stop my sufferin'
I hate to show that I lost control
Cause I keep goin' right back to the one thing that I need,
oh I'm about to break and I can't stop this ache
I'm addicted to your allure
And I'm fiending for a cure
Every step I take leads to one mistake,
I keep going right back to the one thing that I need,
oh I can't mend,
this torn state I'm in
Getting nothing in return,
what did I do to deserve
The pain of this slow burn
And everywhere I turn
I keep going right back to the one thing that I need
To walk away from


strated arguing with yuan about this song. THE CHARACTER HAVEN'T BREAK WITH HER YET CAN. anyone care to confirm with me?

anyway, angel revived my attachment to the song we wrote. SO NICE! hope job tan didn't screw up the arrangement. i'll probably tear off all my hair in despair if he did.
10:45 PM


what's up with the campus superstars? stop butchering david tao's songs!

i think adriano's the only one left in the competition who sounds like a real guy. the rest a bit cannot make it.

my work all feels very half-done. i don't think i've completed any. shall attempt to do my zuoye.
11:42 PM


some songs are better left untranslated.

this is taken from an email darius sent. it's the translation of kimionosete.
here's an excerpt:

saa dekake you
hitokire no PAN
NAIFU, RANPU kaban ni tsume konde
do-san ga nokoshita atsui omoi
ka-san ga kureta ano manazashi

Let's go out,
packing a bag with a piece of bread,
a knife, and a lamp.
This burning will that my father gave me.
That look that my mother gave me.


HILARIOUS OK. now, laugh out loud to yourself.
8:58 PM


"good morning world! and all that live in it."
(quoted from spongebob)

went geisha-ing with blitz! it's all i can think of right now.

movie's amazaing! go watch it!

speaking of amazing, jacob had these chocolate bars today called the 'a-mazing bar' i think. it's written on the wrapper that "it glows!" so a-mazing right, no? it was the first time i read of choclate bars glowing, so obviously it piqued my interest (glowing chocolate bars!).

UNTIL, someone informed me that the chocolate bars don't glow. the WRAPPERS do.

what a cheapo marketing strategy, don't you think?
12:33 AM


my mum's going crazy.

apparently, she wants to travel the world, so she's trying to convince me to become an air stewardess in SIA. ALL SO SHE CAN GET FREE TICKETS. so cheapskate.

zuo wen ban was fun! too bad i can't write chinese on blogger.
10:42 PM


yayy! i'm going to mediacorp to support adriano at campus superstar tomorrow! even though i haven't heard him sing for a long time.

tomorrow must sing properly ok! make me a fan. =)

i like staying out late at night. with people i like. and the bunch going with me are definitely people i like! i think.
8:34 PM


HELLO ALL =).

school has been hellish. i miss mr yong!

mr saravanan is damn sian. learn how to make better speeches can. your current ones are boring and lame.

ugh. i miss blitz now more than ever. seems like after carolling every year, we start to slack and not have any practices at all. cannot! we have to take part in competition next year!

choir starts again tomorrow! can't wait! but it's not ms lye. it's darius. sian. (not you darius! just that i kind of missed ms lye's practices. kind of had enough of seeing your face during carolling practices too. haha!)

i still have a ton of holiday homework to complete. but i shall sleep early today because there's nothing nice on tv.
8:15 PM


i hated school today. tomorrow will be much worse though; there's chinese.

didn't feel like going home after that, so i went to watch 'the family stone' with jacob, rui wen and dominic.

IT SUCKED.

i calculated that i wasted 15 bucks today in the event of going out, including paying $7.50 for a movie i didn't enjoy at all. seriously, do not watch it. and if you feel that you really have to, go watch it at princess theatres. don't waste money unecessarily.

and don't watch boring movies with jacob too! he falls asleep and disturbs you with his incessant snoring. and make sure there aren't any psychotic girls around you. those bimbos laugh really shrilly at certain parts of the movie, which makes you want to go and slap them hard, attempting futilely to shut them up.

WHAT AM I STILL DOING HERE?! i should be asleep.


ps. i made up the part about jacob snoring. heehee. but he did fall asleep!
11:10 PM


I'VE CUT MY HAIR!!!

i think i look really different.

new hair, new specs, and yes,
NEW YEAR!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL!

school's re-opening soon. this holidays have passed really fast. partly due to the remedial classes.

i'm not keen on returning to school. because that means no more sleeping till 12, no more late-night mapling, no more getting hooked on the computer 12 hours a day, and back to searching aimlessly for homework which refuses to appear. not bad a lifestyle to get rid of though.

of course, there are things i'm looking forward to too. like pocket money! and getting my social life back on track. holidays have been lonely. =(

2006= O-LEVELS.

so not looking forward to it. so don't feel like sitting for it. so not prepared for it.

also have to stand-down from choir this year, feeling really sad. there's supposed to be musical this year and the choir's going to be involved, which means it's going to take up probably about half of the choir practices we're going to have this year. and since i've decided not to take part in the musical, it means i'm looking forward to really boring choir practices. which is kind of sad.

oh! did you know? i-weekly lists adriano's cca as choir! i almost choked on my food.

acapella competition next year. apparently blitz is going to take part. but we still don't have scores. hmm. hope we can chiong. i realise that if blitz takes part this year, it'll be the first time i'm taking part in the competition yet not with TAG. i also realise that dear henry has always been at every acapella competition i've been, singing in the same team or rooting for the team i'm in. next year'll be no exception! just that singing with a totally different group of people. whom i so adore right now.

today's entry has been kind of random. i think it's the after-effects of the haircut.
11:18 PM