so i've finally decided that i'm done here. moving! where to; undecided.

and i flunked yet ANOTHER physics paper.
4:02 PM


I SEE AGAIN!!!

i finally got specs, and i'm not blind anymore!

but, it isn't the colour of the holy purple. they don't sell purple specs. instead, i got those retarded specs, like huiwen's.

it's black outside and pink inside. the woman at the shop tried to cheat my feelings but saying that the pink was purple.

like, i need specs, but i'm not COLOUR-BLIND.

but, oh man, i'm still pissed it's not purple. =(
10:33 PM


i'm finally going to get specs. guess what colour they'll be. JUST GUESS. can't go wrong.

physics re-exam is on wednesday. nothing i study is going to go in until tuesday night. so i shall not bother.

i'm just very glad that i don't need to go for chemistry re-exam. yayy!

i've thought of a song blitz can sing for acapella championships next year! daolin where are you?! but man, i don't even know if i'll be able to take part next year. stupid o's.


today is december 26th. please remember to observe one minute of silence for the tsunami victims.
11:01 PM


blitz performed at that gigantic tree again today.

i still find it kind of screwy though, pretty obvious that we need to practice more, a lot more.

and admond is pretty good, considering he never joined as for practice before! but i felt so bad, because when he said he was sick and couldn't come i didn't believe him. sorry admond!

blitz intends to watch 'king kong' tomorrow at insane hours. they want to meet at seven thirty. IN THE MORNING.

my phone blacked out on me =( .
11:18 PM


john used the word 'invalid'.

my foot is so much better today, but reading that tag, i picture myself in stage WITHOUT a leg. what a horrible IMAGINATION (does the spongebob rainbow thing) i have.

but i'm so glad my foot is so much better! i guess i was my own sensei.

apologies go out to TAG and whoever might be going to support adriano at jurong today. so sorry i can't make it! must help me scream for him ok!

i'm thinking. should we start standardising the way we write 'blitz'? there seems to be no fixed type. getting kind of weird.
10:28 AM


still have to drag myself to blitz practice later. haiz.

[ l i c h e e * ] says:
how do u heal a sprained ankle fast
[ l i c h e e * ] says:
like, FAST
NIKTUBE says:
chop it off!

i swear she's trying to kill me.
12:51 PM


i realise how much i've taken my right foot for granted. because it hurts like nobody's business right now.

i then realised how much i've taken for granted the things around me. especially my friends. so because i'm still feeling high from PCK choir gathering, i shall go on to say:
THANK YOU VERY MUCH YOU GUYS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME, NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE, WHAT YOU ARE, OR EVEN IF YOU'RE NOT CLOSE TO ME AT ALL. EVEN IF YOU'RE ONLY A STRANGER WANDERING INTO MY BLOG, THANK YOU FOR WANDERING HERE.

we had this present exchange thing, and i got ryan's present. it's this cute little orange thing hanging on my phone now. blitz shall see it tomorrow!

oh yes, nik was in a pink shirt. probably her first and last time though. haha. and thank you very much to vienna and angel for the christmas cards! and to darius for the corrinne may cd!

anyway, this got me high.
(sing to the tune of 'the 12 days of christmas')

on the first day of christmas my true love sent to me
a currypuff from the coffee shop.
on the second day of christmas my true love sent to me
two wanton
and a currypuff from the coffee shop.
on the third day of christmas my true love sent to me
three yong tau foo
two wanton
and a currypuff from the coffee shop.
on the fourth fay of christmas my true love sent to me
four nasi lemak
three yong tau foo
two wanton
and a currypuff from the coffee shop.
on the fifth day of christmas my true love sent to me
five hershey kisses
four nasi lemak
three yong tau foo
two wanton
and a currypuff from the coffee shop.
on the sixth the of christmas my true love sent to me
six roti prata
five hershey kisses
four nasi lemak
three yong tau foo
two wanton
and a currypuff from the coffee shop.
on the seventh day of christmas my true love sent to me
seven devil's curry
six roti prata
five hershey kisses
four nasi lemak
three yong tau foo
two wanton
and a currypuff from the coffee shop.
on the eighth day of christmas my true love sent to me
eight ice cream waffles
seven devil's curry
six roti prata
five hershey kisses
four nasi lemak
three yong tau foo
two wanton
and a currypuff from the coffee shop.
on the ninth day of christmas my true love sent to me
nine tasty lambchops
eight ice cream waffles
seven devil's curry
six roti prata
five hershey kisses
four nasi lemak
three yong tau foo
two wanton
and a currypuff from the coffee shop.
on the tenth day of christmas my true love sent to me
ten goreng pisang
nine tasty lambchops
eight ice cream waffles
seven devil's curry
six roti prata
five hershey kisses
four nasi lemak
three yong tau foo
two wanton
and a currypuff from the coffee shop.
on the eleventh day of christmas my true love sent to me
eleven katong laksa
ten goreng pisang
nine tasty lambchops
eight ice cream waffles
seven devil's curry
six roti prata
five hershey kisses
four nasi lemak
three yong tau foo
two wanton
and a currypuff from the coffee shop.
on the twelth day of christmas my true love sent to me
twelve chocolate fountain at fullerton at $30
elevenkatong laksa
ten goreng pisang
nine tasty lambchops
eight ice cream waffles
seven devil's curry
six roti prata
five hershey kisses
four nasi lemak
three yong tau foo
two wanton
and a currypuff from the coffee shop.


DO NOT PLAGIARISE! PROPERTY OF PCK CHOIR!
11:45 PM


currently slacking at home and feeling really bored.

physics re-exam is coming, and i have no idea why i'm not studying at all. or attempting to find out when the bookshop opens again so that i can go buy my books.

yes, like freda, i'm procrastinating.

12:41 PM


i know this is hard to believe but i miss you blitz(ies) already. -am i allowed to call you guys that? sounds corny. i'm falling in love with blitz. too bad daolin wasn't there. why couldn't you just jump further? hmmph.

sleepover has been fun! time for the serious question:
WHEN IS THE NEXT ONE GOING TO BE?

and we still need our much deprived practices. lots of it. given our performance on friday. bleah.

next thing i'm looking forward to is the PCK gathering on tuesday. darius! still on hor?

damn. i still haven't bought my school books. and i'm still in debt. when is mr oh going to pay us? i'm broke. does anyone know how much he owes us anyway? i kind of lost count. =p

looking forward to blitz practice tomorrow. hope everyone can make it.
9:58 PM


nik has finally gotten rid of 'don'.

anyway, thanks to all who came down to support blitz yesterday. but i have to say that the performance was kind of floppish. ok, maybe it WAS.

but you see, the good thing about a bad performance is that it'll be better next week! so come down again next week and hope to be plesantly surprised by our wonderful tunes, harmonious music etc.

and yet again another advert:
bLiTz is performing next friday, 23th of december, at the open area beside tampines mall! where the humungous christmas tree is. 8.30 at night! if you're free and decide that you want to get out of the house and do something useful for once, DO DROP BY TO SCREAM FOR US!

yes, cheapo advert, with only a few words replaced. I KNOW.

bryce and jade are still at my place. and the yet-to-be-named-john is still coming later.
8:50 PM


i just realised how much my studies sucked last year. beacuse i just recieved a good progress award. like, it's a freaking $150 voucher!

too bad it's not cash. because i'm currently in debt. =p

performance is tomorrow. anyone going to jiayou for us?
9:05 PM


going for blitz practice later. not keen though. i'd rather stay at home and laze around. =)

henry told me to record the parts from noteworthy. but i told him my phone not enough space. so he told me to record a 'C'. so i said ok. then he asked the most ridiculous question i've ever heard for a long time.

"you know what's a 'C' right?"

like hello?! duh! of course i know what a 'C' is. you think i'm stupid or what?! i may be dumb, be i'm not THAT dumb.

ok, i'm over-reacting.
2:10 PM


"Rules of the game. Post 5 weird things or random facts about yourself.then at the end of the list ,5 names that are in line to do this . Dont forget to leave a comment 'youve been tagged' in their blog to read yours."

WHAT. THE. HELL. obviously cheeyang doesn't read. flashback:
"i would appreciate it if none of them comes back to me."

1. i think people are out to get me. hence the many tags.
2. i still haven't watched harry potter. i've decided to buy the illegal vcd already.
3. the earliest i've slept this week is 2 am. i think i'm going to have insomnia. then again, maybe not. at least i still sleep.
4. i feel so happy that spongebob squarepantsis back on kids central. you people reading this must watch! mondays to fridays, 6 pm!
5. i'm going to be screwed. i haven't started on my holiday homework, i haven't bought my school books. heck, i haven't done anything constructive at all to prepare for the o's next year! this holiday has been futile.

i'm passing the bug to:

1. chee yang (heh. i am a vengeful person.)
2. xiaoyan
3. denise
4. andy
5. yuan li (although i have no idea how i'm going to tag you because YOU DON'T HAVE A FRIGGING TAGBOARD.)

on a totally irrelevant note, advert:

bLiTz is performing this friday, 16th of december, at the open area beside tampines mall! where the humungous christmas tree is. 9 o'clock at night! if you're free and decide that you want to get out of the house and do something useful for once, DO DROP BY TO SCREAM FOR US!

11:13 PM


i've been thinking.

i keep saying that the people around me are changing. but are they actually? maybe not i guess. maybe it's just something inside of them that i haven't seen before. as time passes, we get to see the other side of people. maybe that's why friendships aren't long-lasting. because once it peaks, the only way it can go is downhill. but i believe in exceptions.

maybe people don't change, they evolve slowly because the people around them affect them, and make an impact in their lives. they learn from mistakes. isn't that what life is about in the first place? learning from your mistakes. so that they don't make the same mistake again. doesn't that apply to friendships too?

eg. someone you trusts hurts you badly. you swear never to belive anything this person says again. you've learnt never to trust this person again.
so in this case, you have learnt from your mistake. don't trust this person. but also because of this, your attitude towards this person changes. or should i say evolve. and also because of this, you lose a dear friend. i wonder if you'd regret. because i think i would.

then there's hiding your emotions from people. i don't think it's fair if someone were to put on an act in front of people. you'd never ever get the 'full package' of this person because you never ever get to see the real thing. maybe half the time you'd be guessing 'what the hell is this person thinking?!'

you offer all you can give to this person. but you don't know what this person is actually thinking deep down. because you don't really know who this person is. they say that there are two sides to every story. but what's wrong with expressing your emotions? wouldn't it be better for people to accept you as who you are, and not who they think you are? just say what you want to say lah.

ignore my nonsensical blabbering. i think the lack of sleep is getting to me.
7:08 PM


"Rules of the game. Post 5 weird things or random facts about yourself.then at the end of the list ,5 names that are in line to do this . Dont forget to leave a comment 'youve been tagged' in their blog to read yours."

haha another one! *points finger at cherlynn* HER FAULT!

1. i like fixing jigsaw puzzles. especially those 1000 piece ones. i like the sense of satisfaction at the end of it.
2. i STILL want an i-pod for christmas. i'm on the verge of writing to santa.
3. text twist kills time when you're bored. really. try it. it expands your vocabulary too. did you know that 'eke' is actually a word?
4. one of my favourite episodes of spongebob squarepants is the one he draws a rainbow in his hands and smirks 'IMAGINATION'. so cool. and yes, i know i have the mentality of a 4 year old.
5. i want to buy corrinne may's cds. of course, i'll have to wait for school to re-open so that i'll get my allowance. then i'll buy it.

and i'm tagging:

1. alina!
2. chee yang
3. debbie
4. hui hoon
5. madeline

i would appreciate it if none of them comes back to me. that's why i didn't tag you cherlynn! see, i proved my point. i'm nice. =)

1:01 AM


"Rules of the game. Post 5 weird things or random facts about yourself.then at the end of the list ,5 names that are in line to do this . Dont forget to leave a comment 'youve been tagged' in their blog to read yours."

*note: freda i've done this before! haha!

1. i'm really nice. ask anyone. and freda u'd better agree with me because i'm doing this just for you! =)
2. regarding the last time when i said i wanted to watch 'a twist of fate', i didn't. so sad.
3. i really REALLY REALLY want an ipod. anyone want to give it to me as my christmas present? =p
4. i don't like physics. i don't have any aptitude for physics. i don't want to study physics. most of all, mr eng K K simply turns me off.
5. i know it hasn't been long since we last met, but i miss you guys at the PCK choir already. *impatiently waits for the 20th*

five people i want to sabo:

1. cherlynn (sorry girl, your name was on my tagboard, couldn't resist =p)
2. mervyn
3. huiwen
4. henry
5. freda (IDONTCAREYOUREDOINGTHISAGAINFORME!)

9:55 PM


I'M JEALOUS.

every choir member's blog i go to, they're peeling.

i know this may sound weird, but I WANNA PEEL TOO.

you must be reading this and thinking: WHY THE HELL DOES THIS STUPID GIRL WANNA PEEL? IT'S BLOODY UNCOMFORTABLE!

the TAG people went to watch harry potter today. sad =(. couldn't go. stupid physics re-exam. yah lah. MY FAULT that i didn't go for physics class and missed the test. and mr eng had to give me a big fat 0.

but ms chia was nice. she only took my results for the last test and i got 62.5%. and she let me off re-exam.

thank you ms chia. no thanks to you mr eng.

AND. i'm still half-blind. argh.
11:13 PM


finally back from church camp. fun-ness.
joline, jerrilyn, esther, chu huey, sarah, grace, yu wei, sean, scot, aaron, jonathan and david. really nice spending so much time with you guys over this past five days. i know none of you will probably be reading this, but thank you so much for all the wonderful memories. and many more to come! (er, sorry to those whom i can't spell your name properly. i really have no idea how to.)

but i missed out on the choir outing. sad larh. but going by their blogs, they were alot more sunburnt than the pck choir when we went that time. either that or everyone's exaggerating. highly impossible though.

but i really wanted to go!

and i want to go watch harry potter tomorrow. don't know whether TAG's going, because huiwen isn't replying me. hmph.

currently waiting for bLiTz camp on the 15th. can't wait! considering that the new member, john, is crappy like shit. he joins the ranks of henry and i! woohoo! still haven't heard from alina though. hope she's joining us.

blogger is screwed up. if you notice, all the headers are really weird, and my original purple links are now in blue. i have no idea why. but it seems i'm not the only one with this problem. either that or my computer is screwed. i hope not though.
8:08 PM