so i've finally decided that i'm done here. moving! where to; undecided.

i feel so under-rated by this certain person.

i sorta thought that both of us were close and stuff, but somehow, that doesn't seem so right. as in, i'm always the one he comes to when he has no one else to go to, but never the one he thinks of when going out and all.

it's like, i'm always second rated in his life. taking in all of his shit but never getting anything back from him in return. always.

i'm not jealous at all, i just feel that it isn't right to treat me like that. it isn't right to treat anyone like that.

maybe i've been guilty of something like that before. but i don't think so. have i?

uh. dun xiang wai ok. this is just a normal friend.
1:00 AM