so i've finally decided that i'm done here. moving! where to; undecided.

went for PCK gathering just now. and sadly, i was the only temasekian. so pathetic right? and i was late too. again. sorry guys. haha. it's like, half the time we're talking, we're trying to decide where to go. so sad right?

but it was nice to catch up with them. almost ended up watching harry potter. don't worry huiwen! 6th december still on hor?

WHY AM I EVEN HERE!
i should be packing for my camp tomorrow!
I SHOULD STOP PROCRASTINATING! (oh man, do i miss mrs govind or what?)


anyway, a picture from mervyn before i go pack:

10:37 PM


i just found out that there's a PCK gathering tomorrow.

amazing.

and i'm broke.
AGAIN.

i was watching 'the rainbow connection' just now. seriously, the directors should get their actors to pronounce basic names correctly. please, it's michelle, not meechelle.

i'm geeting addicted to xiaxue.blogspot. oh well, that happens when you have nothing better to do. it's a great source of entertainment though. and it kills alot of time going through her archives. and i realised she's kinda like miss esther lee. they even look alike!
10:41 PM


first of all, let me say:
do not, i repeat, DO NOT order the beef terriyaki at the foodcourt in junction 8. DO NOT. i swear they give you uncooked beef which gives you with the runs. NEVER order it. EVER.

yesterday was fun. not the part where we had to sing though. haha.

we were supposed to reach junction 8 at nine. freaking early, if you ask me. i hate waking up early. so sickening. the whole time i was taking to prepare, i kept mumbling 'stupid darius' under my breath for making us meet so early. when i reached, guess what? they said meet at MCDONALDS. to have BREAKFAST. wah lao eh.

anyway, some of us went to watch zathura after that. it was nice. go watch. provided you don't sit next to chewy. she seems to think aloud in every part of the movie. halfway through the movie, she'll go like 'oh liddat one ah?' along those lines. abit sickening. but it was a nice show.

i STILL want to watch harry potter!
3:42 PM


maple is down. bloody patch.

i realise that i'm becoming habitually late. i starting to feel like mr oh. except i'm not as bad. yet. i think.

lateness isn't a good virtue, i know. but it does give me that extra two minutes of sleep, which i might badly need (yeah right, licia).

thank goodness i've never late for school. and i intend to keep it that way, thank you very much.

a huge number of female TAG members went shopping just now. and they bought necklaces to wear for the performance on friday. and it costs like $11+. isn't that abit steep? ok, maybe because i haven't seen the necklace yet. but i like necklaces.

just thinking. wouldn't it be weird if the girls wear necklaces but the guys don't wear anything at all? i mean, someone should buy them dog collars! [i'd better make it clear that i'm just kidding, lest some of you should come after me with parangs (!)]

hmm. i'm bored.
12:01 AM


haiz. my sore throat just got worse.

oh well, look at the bright side of life. at least my fever's gone, and i can go out.

i'm still wondering if i should turn up later. guess i should, because i have to return chewy her sash.
10:24 AM


didn't sleep well last night.

i'm having this bodyache which hurts like hell.

decided to skip choir later.

baahh.

don't think i'll be able to perform tomorrow.
11:12 AM


damn.

i'm sick. argh, i hate this.

i'm supposed to go watch harry potter with daniel today, but he couldn't make it. so i asked melissa, she said time was too late. and that she'd rather watch sky high. so i asked my sis, at first she said ok, then she turned around and told me my mum had free movie tickets. that cheapskate.

so yeah, i can't go watch movie today.

i don't feel to good, my head feels like it weighs a thousand pounds. and my throat feels really hoarse.

i have no idea how i'm supposed to perform on wednesday, friday, and saturday. i don't think these germs are going to go away that easily.

i think i'm having a fever.

i have blitz practice later. and i'm going to spread my germs.
whee!

it's a wonder how i can still think coherently. or not.
1:29 PM


oh man.

i caan't go for choir gathering on 2nd december.
=(
11:24 PM


i feel so under-rated by this certain person.

i sorta thought that both of us were close and stuff, but somehow, that doesn't seem so right. as in, i'm always the one he comes to when he has no one else to go to, but never the one he thinks of when going out and all.

it's like, i'm always second rated in his life. taking in all of his shit but never getting anything back from him in return. always.

i'm not jealous at all, i just feel that it isn't right to treat me like that. it isn't right to treat anyone like that.

maybe i've been guilty of something like that before. but i don't think so. have i?

uh. dun xiang wai ok. this is just a normal friend.
1:00 AM


heyy.

i've been mapling almost the whole day today. whee!

and there's choir tomorrow! yayy!
but about that gathering darius is plannins, i'm afraid i won't be able to go. but i want to! so i'm keeping my fingers crossed, that the gathering will be held on the 6th and not anywhere from 2nd to 5th.
please?

oh yah. tomorrow's also the last day of chemistry remedial. then, woohoo! i'll maple all day long after that =)
10:27 PM


WOW.

this morning was a blast.
angel and i finished THAT song. YES. THAT song.

and we are now free from the song-writing shit.
FREE.

yayy! so happy.
and you know what? we not only finished writing one whole song, we finished writing a beautiful song. haha. so bhb.

mrs loke should be proud of us, given the number of sessions we ponteng-ed.

and now we can go for choir on friday without mrs loke breathing down our backs! yayy!

go angel! u rawk!
3:15 PM


celebrated my mum's birthday just now.

the cake was lychee flavoured. yes, LYCHEE. and i was like, WOW I'M NOT GOING TO EAT THAT. but, well, i had to. afterall it is my mum's birthday cake.

and guess what? it was nice. really nice.

my only complaint?
it wasn't purple.
10:15 PM


yayy there's choir later!
AND I'M FINALLY GOING!

i hate november.
it makes me flat broke.
my sister's birthday is on 8th, my mum's is on 15th, my dad's is on 17th. i don't get why the hell their birthdays have to be so close together. it really sucks.

i can't wait to go choir! but i still have to buy present for my mum before that. argh. *looks at the humungous hole in my pocket*

oh yeah, i kind of decided to skip chemistry class today. was lazy. haha!

as for songwriting course, i really intended to go today! until angel called me, that is. apparently all we have to do is the main melody of our song by friday. and i've already written the first three verses of the corny song.

uh. i'm bored. shall go maple for awhile. *smirks*
10:47 AM


I'M HAPPY!

i just got back from chee yang's house. WE WATCHED SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS MOVIE!
yes, i know it's kinda of slow, considering it was released at the beginning of the year *i think*.

but heck, who cares because
I'M HAPPY!

thanks chee yang for the popcorn. i think i ate more of it than you. sorry =p

by the way chee yang, you owe me money! i would have let you take your time to pay me back, until i found out that tomorrow's my mum's brithday. and i'm kind of strapped right now. haha!


i realised how wrong i was. you didn't change at all, you were always like that. sorry for making assumptions like i did before, you liar.
6:33 PM


hello!

i've spent the past night at some hotel in town because my mum has some gift voucher for a free stay there.

anyway, henry! daolin! when are your exams going to finish! i want my practices! haha. but must do well ok?

oh yah! forgot to put in my last post,
liang is blardy scared of heights.
seeing him at the lift lobby at the national library where the lifts are made of glass, you won't believe he's the same person as the one who stormed out of mr eng's class. haha! it was hilarious!

anyway, speaking of mr eng, those in the D7-E8 class who attends his class for holiday remedial, how are we supposed to know whether our total was above 60%? then if we don't go they might say that we skip class. no-brainers.

i came to a realization that my love for purple was kinda coincidental. i just happen to have a purple bag, the purple wallet i bought because it was nicer than the orange, and the rest just simply 'went with the flow'. the purple flow, of course.

i love purple!
4:02 PM


yesterday was kinda interesting.

after the bloody science papers which i probably flunked, TAG went to the new national library to perform. it wasn't some glam thing (though our group name was on the brochure!), just a quiet performance at a corner of the library. half the people in the library probably didn't know we were there. haha.

anyway, we expected mikes and all, but we were told there wern't going to be any. so denise started out kinda soft, but it was nice =)

i didn't stay with the rest after the performance though, they had gone to watch emily rose and her exorcism. which i totally wasn't interested in (sorry people. horror movies just isn't my thing.). but going by nik's blog, i'm sure u guys had a blast.

and i was reading nik's blog just now, and i saw her conversation with tube. and i wondered,
maybe i am like that.
10:53 AM


once again, that feeling is back.
i'm drifting further and further away from TAG again.

i don't know why, it just seems to be a thought hidden right at the back of my head. it just pops out whenever it wants to.

and i have to admit, i've been thinking alot more about bLiTz and all our crappy practices these days. and when melissa called me just now, i was so tempted to go over to her place immediately. but due to unforseen circumstances (like the choreograph i still haven't mastered *i tried! i really did!*), i couldn't. so sorry.

so back to my topic: i'm feeling more and more distant from TAG. the thought was constantly nagging at me yesterday at TAG practice. i simply felt myself drifting off to lalaland.

sometimes i wonder if TAG would be better off without me. as in, a closer bonded group. seems to me like i'm always the 'troublemaker' in some way.

i do enjoy singing. but what's the point if i don't enjoy singing with people who like singing with me to? not refering to anyone, just that it feels abit pointless at this moment. not that i don't like singing with you TAG people, TAG just feels very dead now. for me, at least.

this may dampen the mood for you TAG people out there. you might be thinking: 'what's this idiot thinking posting something like that one day before performance?!' or you might not. u might just go 'i don't care.' well, i just want to get this off my chest.

and although it was said before that sec fours in TAG don't retire, henry has proven all of us wrong. i've decided to leave after carolling.

i'm truly sorry if this spoils your day/night.
8:45 PM


oh man this sucks.
i've been sabo-ed by huiwen.
here goes nothing!

5 random facts involving this giant/humungous lychee:

• i secretly wish for purple lychees to exist. although after this it won't be much of a secret anymore. oh well. not as if any of you out there are shocked at this confession.
• i hate 'ai ni' by cyndi wang. don't know whether i've spelt her name correctly. but i HATE that song. hatehatehate. i remember when that song was still popular, it could be heard three to four times a day. everywhere you go. now that's what i call truly irritating. fortunately, it doesn't happen anymore. ah, this is kinda like an old fact.
• my study table is a 24/7 bomb wrekage. like please, i don't even use it. it's only clean for a week after i clean it up once a year. after that, it's in total disarray. someone should volunteer to clean it up for me periodically.
• i like nata de coco. no correction, i love nata de coco.
• i wanna go watch 'a twist of fate', the musical playing at esplanade. but i don't know when, and the tickets are bound to be pretty expensive too. anyone else interested? tag me!

there, i'm done. yayy! now it's my turn to sabo:

and there you have it! i can't think of anyone! so i shall be nice=)

remember! tell me if you wanna watch 'a twist of fate'!

11:06 PM


i realise that most of the 'hate you, hate me' relationship i have with other people usually starts with me expressing my dislike for them first. so i thought,

'maybe it's time for me to change.'

not change in a way such that even though i think they're unreasonable, i give in. just.. learn to ignore. turn around and walk away. something like that.

mind you, that doesn't mean i'll start liking these people all over again. i'll just learn to keep my opinions to myself. or at least, i'll try.

not as if me openly expressing my dislike for them will change them in any way. they probably don't care. and every time a 'war' is started, i initiated it. but i don't get tired of them (haha), they do.

damn. i'm broke.
6:26 PM


i just discovered that my beloved runescape account from last time was hacked. i'm now penniless. not that i play it often now, but it's just that i've spent so much time on it, it hurts to know that someone else has benefitted from those hard work i've put in.

now i know why singers hate piracy.

YOU.
say no to piracy.
4:55 PM



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3:11 PM