so i've finally decided that i'm done here. moving! where to; undecided.

someone please get all this shit away from me.
clear my thoughts.
2:39 PM


one of the main reasons why im pissed is because the last time clarissa commented to my blogspot, is that she said she would change her ways FOR THE BETTER.

and what happens now? it gets worse than before.
HER AND HER SHITTY ATTITUDE.

bitch, im not picking on you. you just seem to keep getting in my way. well, not really mine, but your attitude is really pissing me off. you may TRY to act differently in front of me and TAG (whichever it is), but my see no point in it. there's no change, no difference, nothing whatsoever. you're still the self-centered bitch that you started as.

you say you're quitting TAG? i would love to see how you're going to make it on your own. or NOT. and yes, it would be a tremendous gain, seeing how you're not the only soloist in TAG (remember chewy?). and im sure xiaoyan would make a pretty good soloist too.

many months of friendship? im guessing NOT. reason? i haven't liked you ever since a long LONG LONG time ago. i hope you realise that i've been trying my utmost best to avoid you since you came into TAG and stuff.

and a last piece of advice to you BITCH: don't smoke. it totally ruins your chances of going solo. if you ever do and succeed (which i highly doubt it).
2:03 PM


once again, another post to clarissa.

bitch bitch BITCH.

wad the hell is ur problem lah! the only thing you ever seem to succeed in is pissing people off. like, please! there's something seriously wrong with ur attitude lah.

*note to all people reading: do not, i repeat, do not, message clarissa in class. with her lousy sms skills, she'll get her phone confiscated and then rat on you that she was messaging you. then the teacher calls your parents! so, for heaven's sake, do not message her in class.

and how do i know this? she ratted on huiwen.

and yesterday during concert. ryan, chewy and yuanli went to buy food. then concert was starting. so she tried calling them. apparently, she was pissed off that:

• ryan's phone was off; low battery
• yuanli's phone was off; low battery
• chewy didnt pick up her phone; couldn't feel vibration

so she said along the lines off: "i've never been this pissed on TAG outing before." so i commented: "i never knew this was a TAG outing." her face immediately changed colour man. like, how can you consider this a TAG outing if denise, anavil and mervyn weren't there? so she came to her own defence (as usual, knowing she'd never admit she's in the wrong): "only short of two people what." and guess what? she forgot about denise. why? don't want her to snatch 'your' solos away is it? forget it lah.

so apparently she was emo-ing after the whole concert. SO? I DON'T CARE. NO ONE CARES. after how you fell asleep in the concert. no maybe before that (scroll up to refresh your memory). like please. you really want us to go 'bother' you when you're emo-ing? like, hell no. we'll probably get snapped at for 'disturbing' you. no thanks man.

oh. she made huiwen, yuanli and me wait for her to come to tanah merah mrt for, say about, EIGHT trains? and all she could say when she came was 'sorry lah'. and it wasn't even apologetic. and when i was trying to ask her to hurry up and come (over the phone), she sounded damned bloody pissed. please, we're the ones waiting for you. and then she took the first opportunity she could to hang up on me. bitch.

and bitch, huiwen wore the tube because she told you she was going to over the sms-es. i tried to persuade her to pang seh you but she wouldn't. and what does she get in return? stabbed in the back by you.

horrible slut face. DIE.

my sincerest apologies to all whom i used their names in this blogpost. please do not be alarmed as this post is aimed at clarissa, and clarissa only.

9:21 PM


CONGRATS RYAN, POTY INDEED!!!
10:14 PM


i'm jealous.

people are buying $60 tickets to go watch ryan at black eye peas concert. and im not going.
pissed lah. watched top 5 and top 3 then never watch grand finals. it's like watching singapore idol without the last episode. so screwed up.

argh. still got tuition later. (note to self: bring handphone!) oh damn. i just remembered i'm supposed to make conference call to mervyn with huiwen. oh shit. and i'm having tuition.
HOW HOW!?

i'm a fan of ryan already.
4:23 PM


oh shit i haven't studied for social studies.
bah.
whatever.

so many things left undone. oh wells. there's geog tmr methinks. until then.

i wanna go into liquid room again!
then wanna go zzz at huiwen's hse. but no one else is going. shit. means its pao tang. argh.

ok. my randomness.
debbie- we have to ren. must hor. think of ur pink bunny.
nik- i wanna go liquid room!
huiwen- why dont have any more lianhe zaobao?
henry, chewy- im in love with walk away.
sim- WHY THE HELL DID YOU HAVE TO DO LIT!
yuanli- get ur voice back lah soloist.
angel- zhi zhan zhi shang
liang- thanks for the eeyore-pooh crossbreed.
my phone- please don't drop agin. i was so close to a heart attack that day in the bookshop.
10:04 PM


I ACTUALLY MANAGED TO GET IN!

and what do i get in return?

• i reek of cigarette
• my feet hurt from standing on heels throughout the whole competition
• i'm hungry

ah whatever! who cares?

RYAN GOT THROUGH! HE'S IN THE TOP 3! hear this: TOP 3!

wth! so happy i was there! haha! the bouncer didnt even check ic. after i got in i was like: are we in? cuz no one stopped us at all! so cool lah!

CONGRATS TO RYAN! LIVE UP TO YOUR TITLE OF POTY!

12:49 AM


chocolates from malysia are PATHETIC.
they give you a nice box with nine pieces of chocolate costing $12+.

PATHETIC.

haha. but its durian choc and its nice. i only wish they gave more.

i didnt do much today cuz of my throbbing headache. oh man, im gonna read the english teacher now properly cuz i wanna go liquid room and support ryan tmr night. yayy! and in case i cant get in,
GO RYAN! YOU CAN DO IT!

dont really wanna be reminded of last night.
10:07 PM


sorry, couldn't resist.

this goes out to all u ppl frm 3U.

are u guys done with all that bitching? i'd like to get on with my life, thank you very much.
11:58 PM


double post! but i don't care.
i HAVE to blog.

today was so cool! ryan was on national radio! yes, NATIONAL radio!

and then the gathering with the pck choir! so cool. i went into the water with jeans. so stupid, i know. then had no clothes to change into.

later on went to tm walk walk with nik, darius and stacey. so crappy lah. joined by ryan and his PINK shirt. so funkay.

RYAN ROCKS!

btw, im turning purple. my bag is purple, my handphone pouch is purple, my hairband is purple, and my wallet is purple. what the hell.

people at the converse fair at tampines mall cant categorise their stuff properly. shorts was put under 'tee', something like that. alot of other stuff which dun make sense. haha. go check it out.

denise looks so sexay in her shorts. lols.

sorry if todays's post is too random for you. i'd blog more if there wasn't the last episode of 'shao nian bao qing tian' now. haha!
10:52 PM


it's only been six days lah clarissa. so impatient.

anyway, i bought the black shirt already. but its kinda small. i might just end up buying a bigger one after the performance. lols.

been kinda busy i think.

saturday to monday -- KL trip
tuesday -- choir
wednesday -- PCK gathering
thursday -- TAG performance
friday -- mugmugmug

i know lah. the 'mugmugmug' is so un-licia.

i've been thinking. are friendships between two people only to be used? so far it seems that way to me. the further the friendship goes, the harder it falls. and the more it hurts.

oh well.

and clarissa since when has nik been singing your solo? it IS hers.
8:59 AM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MERVYN =)
11:08 PM