so i've finally decided that i'm done here. moving! where to; undecided.

i'm gonna rant today. while chewing on this huge piece of cheese (out of point, but never mind).

here i go! (it's gonna get a little nasty)

ok. clarissa, something has to be done about you. you're really getting out of hand. big-headed. high and mighty. to everyone and everything that's going around you. someone needs to bring you down back onto earth.

i start with choir AGM earlier this year. ok. u didn't get a post in the 'higher-up' comittee. so what? no need for you to go onto your post and rant about how sickening and pissed off you are just cuz you didn't get it. i mean like, please, you're only in sec 2. aiming for chairman would be a little too unrealistic now, would it? gosh. and there's no need for you to cry about it. its like, fine, go on your blog and put depressing stuff about it. to you, its venting anger, showing emotions. to me, its immature, childish behaviour which is totally attention-seeking.
maybe not to you though.

second. stop being so high and mighty around TAG can? TAG does not belong to you. i repeat, TAG does not belong to you. DOES NOT. stop going around saying 'what will happen to TAG? what will happen to TAG?' honestly, i don't appreciate this kind of attitude. my guess is, neither will the rest of TAG. and to be perfectly honest with you, i don't think you want to be in TAG just for the sake of being there. you're there cuz you're the soloist. being the soloist in a group doesn't mean that your status as a member has changed at all. it doesn't make you the leader of that group. after all, what is acapella singing without any ensemble supporting the soloist? comparing the attitudes of you and denise as soloists, i'd say denise fares much much better. light years ahead.

thirdly. as a performer, you have to be able to take criticism from your audience. instead of just dissing someone who said you couldn't sing (blah blah blah), you should ask 'how do i improve?' if every contestant in 'Singapore Idol', or, for that fact, any competition at all, were to behave like you, there wouldn't be much of a show, would it? with contestants only trying to win and not improving at all. and dissing everyone who loathes his/her voice. that person'll be eliminated faster than you can say 'whadde-'. see my point?

you want respect, earn it. you want more to accept you as a true friend, change.

i don't care if you hate me for this post. my guess is you'll read this and put up another post in your blogspot as a reply to this.

so, as i've said, someone should put a leash on clarissa.
5:00 PM