so i've finally decided that i'm done here. moving! where to; undecided.

'shao nian bao qing tian' is just like china's version of kindaichi.
i watched it last night, it was interesting.
but the suspense can't match kindaichi's. no kick.

anyway i went back to primary school today. lost of ppl went back to. but i couldn't go out with them after that. no money lah.

class skit was kinda crappy. but i'm still proud to watch it =)
4:46 PM


dilemma.
i dunno whether i should go change my hairstyle in maplestory now. RANDOMLY. or wait for the VIP coupon (which may or may not come out).
HELP. CRISIS.

lols. anyway, im going to flunk my chinese test today. blardy difficult lah. and im happy that i passed the physics paper which i thought i'd fail.

tmr's friday. means that there's contact time. reuben is going to be so screwed.
6:53 PM


oh yayy oh yayy oh yayy.

darius is coming back to train the choir on friday!

oh yayy oh yayy oh yayy.

never thought i'd say this, but i kinda miss him. haha.

anyway, pck gathering on saturday! woohoo!
9:34 PM


ok. i just wanna make it clear that the previous post was not to 'declare war' or anything. but i seriously hope you'll change and we'll continue to be friends or something =p

anyway, i changed my tagboard host. u shouldn't have much trouble trying to tag now =). ain't i nice?
10:46 PM


i'm gonna rant today. while chewing on this huge piece of cheese (out of point, but never mind).

here i go! (it's gonna get a little nasty)

ok. clarissa, something has to be done about you. you're really getting out of hand. big-headed. high and mighty. to everyone and everything that's going around you. someone needs to bring you down back onto earth.

i start with choir AGM earlier this year. ok. u didn't get a post in the 'higher-up' comittee. so what? no need for you to go onto your post and rant about how sickening and pissed off you are just cuz you didn't get it. i mean like, please, you're only in sec 2. aiming for chairman would be a little too unrealistic now, would it? gosh. and there's no need for you to cry about it. its like, fine, go on your blog and put depressing stuff about it. to you, its venting anger, showing emotions. to me, its immature, childish behaviour which is totally attention-seeking.
maybe not to you though.

second. stop being so high and mighty around TAG can? TAG does not belong to you. i repeat, TAG does not belong to you. DOES NOT. stop going around saying 'what will happen to TAG? what will happen to TAG?' honestly, i don't appreciate this kind of attitude. my guess is, neither will the rest of TAG. and to be perfectly honest with you, i don't think you want to be in TAG just for the sake of being there. you're there cuz you're the soloist. being the soloist in a group doesn't mean that your status as a member has changed at all. it doesn't make you the leader of that group. after all, what is acapella singing without any ensemble supporting the soloist? comparing the attitudes of you and denise as soloists, i'd say denise fares much much better. light years ahead.

thirdly. as a performer, you have to be able to take criticism from your audience. instead of just dissing someone who said you couldn't sing (blah blah blah), you should ask 'how do i improve?' if every contestant in 'Singapore Idol', or, for that fact, any competition at all, were to behave like you, there wouldn't be much of a show, would it? with contestants only trying to win and not improving at all. and dissing everyone who loathes his/her voice. that person'll be eliminated faster than you can say 'whadde-'. see my point?

you want respect, earn it. you want more to accept you as a true friend, change.

i don't care if you hate me for this post. my guess is you'll read this and put up another post in your blogspot as a reply to this.

so, as i've said, someone should put a leash on clarissa.
5:00 PM


saddened today cuz of nadya and huiwen. i stoned for a few hours after they told me.
i was like a walking corpse.

then i went for choir. intended to be anti-social cuz i wasn't feeling anything at all. i was emotionless. zilch. cuz if i were to feel at all, the only feeling i'd feel was sadness. but angel made the rest of my day. after all the stoning, i shed a few tears when angel comforted me. thanks so much wifey.

anyway, choir ended early today. so i went to kfc with yuanli, chewy, henry and brian. still cant tell the difference between my real and fake voice. argh. and henry said i should try soul songs. i thought about it, and i realized: hmm.. soul songs? i'm not even sure what genre is that. i tried to think of a soul song, and i failed. whatever.

trying not to think of the nadya/huiwen thing.

someone should put a leash on clarissa. no offence, but ya.
10:28 PM


there's something seriously wrong with my friendster account. help me go see guys, then tell me whether u can get to the page with all my pictures. yep.

anyway, school starts agin tmr. THE HORROR. i was juz enjoying my nice 5 day break. argh. y cant i stay at home everyday and play maplestory/sims 2? oh heck.

i cant wait for the show 'signs' airing on channel 5 soon. yayy!
9:57 PM


wow.

what wonderful timing. i woke up today and my voice was GONE. abd imagine what would happen if we had to continue singing today too. confirm zao sia.
anway, to TAG: u guyz did great k? dun keep thinking that u didnt. it was wonderful.

im not in school!!! obviously cuz im sick. like come on lah, im not some pia kia k. sorry goes out to huiwen who brought the shirt to school. and to melissa cuz i probably wun go little india with u.

kinda down that i didnt watch teachers perform. i bet when (or rather if) TAG sees me on wednesday, they'll probably be like 'licia y u never come to school?! the concert was so nice!!!' blah blah blah. haha.

oh man. i wanna get well. i cant even sing.
10:27 AM


F L Y A W A Y
Written by Corrinne May Ying Foo
Copyright 2000, Corrmay Gourmet Music (ASCAP)

When will you be home?" she asks
as we watch the planes take off
We both know we have no clear answer
to where my dreams may lead
She's watched me as I crawled and stumbled
As a child, she was my world
And now to let me go, I know she bleeds
and yet she says to me

You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be praying every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away

Autumn leaves fell into spring time and
Silver-painted hair
Daddy called one evening saying
"We need you. Please come back"
When I saw her laying in her bed
Fragile as a child
Pale just like an angel taking flight
I held her as I cried

You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be praying every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away


song's stuck in my head. nice vocals, nice tune, nice lyrics. oh my. so wonderful.
request for the song from me! though i think mine is defective cuz the vocals only available on one side. very weird.
11:37 PM


firstly, to this certain girl:
i really wanna tell u "WHATEVER!". ur not the only one with problems. everyone else has their own problems. u cant expect people to keep on sympathaising with u juz cuz u think u have ur problems. the world does not, i repeat, DOES NOT, revolve around u. stop being so selfish and immature can. gets on people's nerves very easily. and please stop ur attention-seeking ways. really getting out of hand le. stop it. STOP IT. STOP IT.

anyway, tmr got chi test. haiz. i have studied.
11:09 PM