so i've finally decided that i'm done here. moving! where to; undecided.

back from thailand! yayy!

firstly, i really have to say that the trip was very successful. i mean, u have to go look at the entire block of the school building and the half-completed gazebo to noe wad i mean.

the whole trip was very exhausting. and many temasekians left the school crying. not me though, cuz i didnt really make close frens there. but watching the others crying after needing to leave the others was really touching. and of cuz the john fan club and anavil fan club was very sad too. not to mention 'olay'. lol.

but i wonder wad would have happened if i actually went for the pahang camp instead. guess i dun really wanna think abt it cuz i would lose an even more meaningful experience if i were to go to pahang.

oh wells.
10:40 AM


2 days till khao lak! and i havent started packing! oshit! and i havent taken my malaria pills either.. everything feels so last minute now.

anyway, i changed the song which appears at the bottom. its now 'addicted' by kelly clarkson. so nice.
3:23 PM


I CANNOT STAND BO BICE.

i really hope carrie wins. she's like, so power lah.

GOING KHAO LAK ON MON!!! yayy! finally! really looking forward to it. but i haven't packed yet. abit slow. lol.

went to ikea with rasul and friend. dunno his name. sry. i took the longest sbs bus trip of my life. a record of 1h and 5 mins. wow.

gosh. the only thing im missing now is a handphone. and my sleeping bag which is with yuanli.
1:12 PM


im HAPPY.
to an extent where im yakking until my mum says im irritaing. hah.

afetr long last, exams are over. FINALLY. and im looking forward to packing for thailand. yayy!!! and im looking forward to holidays! where i can play non-stop till the sky falls down and me. woohoo!!!

im going to play now. and try not to think of the upcoming results.
12:09 PM


today is sorta like an anniversary.
of the end of a somewhat "bestestest" friendship of melissa and me.

i dunno. looking back now, it juz seems like a pity that the friendship we once had is over. last year, on this day, i let someone who was so close to me walk out of my life.
*note: not les arh!

i cant really remember the exact sequence of how it happened. details, details. ive forgotten most of them. (so typical.) but not that phone call. though it only lasted, like, 10 seconds? not really sure.

i guess this entry is a reminder to myself to not make that sort of mistake again.

juz so happens that today is friday the thirteenth.


to mel:
i dunno wad u think of our friendship now. i dunno wad u think of me now ("that backstabbing freak!"?) u seem so distant sometimes. (though we live 2km away frm each other. lol.) looking at u now, u seem like a totally different person. dunno how though. cant seem to put my finger on it. its juz.. weird.
im sorry.
8:45 AM


im bored. so i decided to blog.

honestly, i have no idea why im still blogging. i've been blog surfing, and so many ppl are saying that the exams are coming and that they wun be blogging so often anymore. well, not as if i blog very often nowadays.

anyway, exams are REALLY coming. this whole mid-yr thing is just starting to sink in. yah, slow, i know.

my mum said she'll buy me a new hp if do well. honestly, i really dunno whether i should believe her anymore. oh well. like it can be helped lah.

dunno whether i should go nadya's hse to study tmr. like, i want to, but havent make arrangements yet. so nadya, if u happen to see this (which is highly unlikely), pls CALL ME.

i think that's it. gonna go back to watching ru hua.
12:30 PM