so i've finally decided that i'm done here. moving! where to; undecided.

my brithday's in two days, but sumhow i dun feel too good about it..

i dun feel too good about it at all.

i've been feeling rather down lately. like i have nth in this whole fucking world tt i can look forward to.
nth at all.
im juz so frigging pissed nowadys. cant really put it in words. i juz feel so depressed. i feel like i dun belong to anywhere in this world. as in, no one really bothers about me. but get this: IM NOT HAVING SUICIDAL THOUGHTS. NOT. im juz depressed. i think.

my life's bocome so.. mundane. everyday i wake up, go to school, come back, get hooked on the comp. it juz feels empty.

den on weekends, the only bonus is tt i can sleep till about 8. den i'll hear my mum start nagging abt me not trying my best again and how she wun mind to buy me a hp if she thought tt i had tried my best for my studies.

like, SHUT UP.

stop using the bloody hp to get me to do well. the excuse's getting old.

this is not even half of my whole story. all these thoughts are suddenly getting to me. i guess i cant hold it all down any longer. im juz gonna break down one of these days.

sry to make u listen to all this crap. oh well, as if anyone will be reading this aniwae.

countdown:
2 days.

bah.
8:29 AM