so i've finally decided that i'm done here. moving! where to; undecided.

firstly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIRLEY!

birthdays owayz remind me of melissa. cuz i still owe her her present from last yr. oh well.

juz yesterday (i think), lynn came up to me and told me that i dis yr become more 'pai kia'. honestly, i dun think so. haha. gimme ur comments on dis.

aniwae, back to wad i wanted toking abt.

SYF is dis thursday! o my holy shit! *gulp* i have dis really bad feeling down in my stomach that we're going to get bronze. not to put the choir down or sumthing, but i really think that, if the choir really wants to get a silver for SYF (which is definitely possible), its 'buck up or else!' there's still time, even if its only a week.

bLiTz practice dis sunday! yayy!

-goes off humming dahil saiyo-
12:57 PM


i juz made minor changes to my blog. most significantly, u can now see the tagboard. SO PLZ TAG PPL. cuz it's kinda dead. yepz. tt's all for today, cuz im gonna maple.

aniwae, im smiling like a mad idiot now cuz mikalah is out if ami.
1:25 PM


i think its abt time i give my penny's worth abt TAG.

juz now in skoo, me and hw were counting the number of ppl in TAG or abt to join TAG. it came up to abt 18. EIGHTEEN. when we started as a mere 7 when i joined. after the current blitz stopped singing as TAG.

7 to 18 is an extraordinary jump. when i was in sec 1, onli 2 ppl wanted to join TAG. huiwen and me. i think denise and fiza joined TAG at that time too. den there was the guys, stephen, chin seng and henry. TAG rawked at that time. but hardly anyone even realised. why? cuz we didnt win the harmony awards that year, even if it was the open category.

and then last year we won the championship, cuz only four groups took part. those hu were there should have known that they were pretty bad. after we won, more ppl frm choir wanted to join TAG. *watches TAG grow bigger* den others frm other ccas wanna join TAG too.

some say they wanna join TAG cuz they like singing and that they wanna sing more outside choir. call it a coincidence that they wanna join AFTER we won the championship. wadeva. dun get me wrong, im willing to believe that it is a coincidence.

im juz trying to say that 18 is really a huge number. i wonder whther these ppl would have joined when TAG was juz a 'loser thing' which pulled out of speech day two years ago. i wonder if so many ppl would have joined then. i wonder if mr oh will be able to cope with so many new ppl. i wonder if TAG will be able to win the competition again this year, knowing that more better groups are going to join the competition too.

i wonder if the new guys joining TAG are joining for the right reasons.
11:01 AM


im back again after a long time. its been a really busy week, although its the holidays. achelli it doesnt feel like holidays. juz a really long extended weekend. haiz.

sat-sun -- go malacca.
mon-tue -- go choir camp.
wed-sat -- go kl and genting.
sun -- try my best to chiong hw.

as u should be able to tell, the chiong hw thing isnt working. cuz im here blogging. and watching tv at the same time. decided not to blog abt anything much today cuz i know it'll probably take another week to finish.

i still haven shown my mum my progress report. *decides to do it tmr*

ok. i think tt's abt it.

u may ask me why im blogging then, since im not telling u anything. *sticks out tongue*

so tt no one will take my link off their site. whee!
10:19 AM


haven blogged for a few days.. so.. IM BACK!

have to say tt i haven been that moody for the past few days.. juz im mood-swinging.. dunno why..

im still thinking whether i should go for MII.. dun think so though.. cuz i haven buy tix and got nth to where.. so.. i guess not..

i juz found out that today no hw time.. so stupid lorh.. so i went to huiwen's house! she was trying to decide wad to wear and nadya, zhuyin, maxine and lijun were there to give her comments.. maxine was so jealous of hw's bone thingy.. lols!

so now i talk abt hw's house. so damn bloody nice can?! i jealous sia.. den summore her bedroom so big and so style..

haiyah.. gotta go bathe le.. later still got tuition.. so idiotic.. haiz..

btw, if ur reading this huiwen, im willing to trade my watch for ur house. haha!
9:21 AM


i got a few stuff for my b'day yesterday.

~a new pencilcase and 2 bookmarks -my sis-
~a pink watch -my mum-
~a bible -my aunt-
~a packet of 'hi-5 apple juice' -my bro-
~frenster testis frm joline, daniel and melissa

besides that like nth much oredy lah. i think.

later going for mock syf at singapore conference hall. hope i didnt get the time wrong. cuz no one's online now. frm choir, that is.

short post today. sry peeps.
8:58 AM


juz came back from choir.

dr chia came today. he fixed up certain parts of dahil sa iyo and the dancing song.

my birthday's tmr. but somehow i dun want it to come. oh well.

countdown:
1 day.
10:29 AM


my brithday's in two days, but sumhow i dun feel too good about it..

i dun feel too good about it at all.

i've been feeling rather down lately. like i have nth in this whole fucking world tt i can look forward to.
nth at all.
im juz so frigging pissed nowadys. cant really put it in words. i juz feel so depressed. i feel like i dun belong to anywhere in this world. as in, no one really bothers about me. but get this: IM NOT HAVING SUICIDAL THOUGHTS. NOT. im juz depressed. i think.

my life's bocome so.. mundane. everyday i wake up, go to school, come back, get hooked on the comp. it juz feels empty.

den on weekends, the only bonus is tt i can sleep till about 8. den i'll hear my mum start nagging abt me not trying my best again and how she wun mind to buy me a hp if she thought tt i had tried my best for my studies.

like, SHUT UP.

stop using the bloody hp to get me to do well. the excuse's getting old.

this is not even half of my whole story. all these thoughts are suddenly getting to me. i guess i cant hold it all down any longer. im juz gonna break down one of these days.

sry to make u listen to all this crap. oh well, as if anyone will be reading this aniwae.

countdown:
2 days.

bah.
8:29 AM


haiz.. chinese test tmr.. sux man.. haven even studied yet lorh.. gonna die..

aniwae, depressing stuff aside. MY BIRTHDAY COMING! woohoo! going 15, so i'll need to get ic! but sumhow, i dun feel like going to make ic.. cuz after tt i wun feel like a kid aniwae.. well, as if i have any reason to feel like one.. haha..

haiz.. dun think i'll be able to get any presents though.. especially not a handphone.. haha.. though im praying hard.. *prays hard*

countdown:
3 days!
10:42 AM